turning 30

old lady
Originally uploaded by nardac.

buzzing on german spiced wine
cried too much
worried about non-existant future
dallying with severe marital crisis
terrified over miniscule career
not getting high on drugs
turning down a champagne party
eating walnuts while watching tv
read bad potty novel by pulp writer
....
besides all that
have tried out new face cream
that works

nothing has changed.
if today means anything about the rest of the 30s,
it's going to be a rough ride.
I need a personality makeover.