grumpy and sudden realization

Alon is grumpy. He's getting the vodka, we are not eating together, and something is yuck. Oh well... I'm sure I'll hear about it soon enough.

And sudden realization, on reading ancient bits of somebody else's blog, that maybe people say they don't want to have children because really they're not sure about the person they're with. I mean, I never wanted to have children with my ex because I think, deep down, I knew it wasn't going to be for long. Meanwhile, right now, I find myself wanting to have children with dacnar, but he says no??? Should I be worried? Do I need to hunt down a man who wants to have children with me? Do I make any sense when I don't eat dinner?

Idiot.